Performance Paralysis…. (or why can’t I do this?!)

Imagine looking through the window and seeing me sitting, surrounded by papers, and computers (yup, more than 1), tea cups, water bottles, pens, headphones and crumpled tissues….. staring into space. Can you see it? Now, see me slowly get up, and leave the mess, walk to my bedroom, and lay down on the bed with … More Performance Paralysis…. (or why can’t I do this?!)

Pull Over!!!

As I begin to jot this down, I am practically in tears. Today has been one of those days. Perhaps you can relate. I had grand plans. I had my alarm set to have plenty of time to accomplish all that I needed and not be rushed or stressed. And yet…. here I am running … More Pull Over!!!

Worthless

Tears burning behind my eyes,  Satan whispering constant lies.  I never can do anything right,  Just quit, stop, give up the fight.  The pain it presses deep within,  Screaming in the depths of me, I will not overcome this sin,  I am a failure – I can not win, I am a loser and will … More Worthless