In Need of a Reframe

In Need of a Reframe

I got all my notes together, my script and list to call. I dialed the first number and stared at the phone. Unable to make the call. Then, I made a call and immediately hung up. They called me back – I ignored the call. I couldn’t make myself answer. Terrified. Physically unable to do…

Perception is Reality

I was listening to the book “The One Thing” by Gary Keller on Audible and I heard this quote. It really stuck with me. “Be careful how you interpret the world, it is like that.” – Erich Heller It reminds me of some other quotes that I have heard like these: “If you change the…

A bit of honesty…

Hey you! Can I be honest with you? I’m struggling today. And for the last couple days. It’s so interesting because I have basically been elated for weeks with all the traveling, time with friends and personal development activities. But the last few days I have been feeling like “What was I thinking!?”, “Who do…

Pull Over!!!

As I begin to jot this down, I am practically in tears. Today has been one of those days. Perhaps you can relate. I had grand plans. I had my alarm set to have plenty of time to accomplish all that I needed and not be rushed or stressed. And yet…. here I am running…

Happy 4th Re-Birthday!

Today is Jorjia’s 4th anniversary for her sobriety. It’s kind of like it is her re-birthday. Her new life of sobriety started 4 years ago today.  I remember celebrating the daily, weekly and monthly victories; as she began this walk. 100 days which then led into 6 months, and finally that 1st year clean…

Worthless

Tears burning behind my eyes,  Satan whispering constant lies.  I never can do anything right,  Just quit, stop, give up the fight.  The pain it presses deep within,  Screaming in the depths of me, I will not overcome this sin,  I am a failure – I can not win, I am a loser and will…